"I can never read all the books I want; I can never be all the people I want and live all the lives I want. I can never train myself in all the skills I want. And why do I want? I want to live and feel all the shades, tones and variations of mental and physical experience possible in life. And I am horribly limited."
Tonight I talked to Jen some more about God and believing in Him and a bunch of other things in every aspect possible to help me understand. And honestly it’ helped me a lot. For the moment. And I need to be OPTIMISTIC. And I’m going to try so hard from now on to be just that. I know sometimes I’ll be discouraged, but I need to rethink about everything and what it all means and get back in the game.